Friday, January 28, 2011

you catch me doing it all the time.

wow, you are.

i can't even think of a word to fit your description. you're so different than the other girls that i really have no idea what i want from you.

like a relationship sounds too much to ask for, but being your 'whatever' isn't good enough.

my mom calls me a 'hunter' meaning: i seek excitement from girls. no, i don't. i just want a girl that keeps me on my toes, gives me a rumble of feelings when i look at her smiles when she gets awkward and shy.

that's you, or atleast how i see you.

i don't know what you're doing with that boy, urgh. playing him perhaps? perhaps.

i want to be corny and cliche with you, get emotional and stuff. i don't want to want that, because girls fuck around. you fuck around. with that being said i have to contradict myself and say that i want you.

i want you.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

go fuck yourself, lady.

wow, you should really go fuck yourself. not because you're a bad person just because i came to the point where i want you to do nothing more than just to go fuck yourself.

you really screwed me up girl. wow.

i faithfuly forever put you in my heart and i've come to the conclusion that it was the biggest mistake that i have ever made. yet i don't want to learn from it. i hope i meet a girl like you again someday so that i can tell to go fuck herself before i even lay a hand upon her. just so that she knows that i do not need her shit.

games, disgusting behaviour, wanting me to be your secret love affair, empty promises, treating me like shit after the break-up, being the best fucker i have ever encounterd, having the prettiest smile, the most beautiful face and being and absolute fuck about everything.

go get yourself a man because he's going to make it all beter, too bad he didn't and you hurt him just like you hurt me. you love girls once, you're going to love them forever. no guy could take away the pleasure i gave you, remember that you selfish fuck.

show me that you give a fuck then maybe i'll change my opinion about you, but since that is never going to happen i might aswell just leave it. God, we were the 'it' couple. i don't even care that we broke up just the way that you handled it all was so fucking wrong.

now i have nothing to say to you anymore. i hope you get the help that you need.